To Begin.. Our Life Journey

Allah sometimes removes a person from your life for your own good. Don't run after them. So taking a step back, it's quite obvious how beautiful Allah planned our lives isn't it ? 

For every step of the way, He has never left us alone, there will always be someone who would be us. So, sama sama aim Syurga, shall we ?

Which is to put our best effort forward in anything that we do. And the truth is the only thing that we can measure relatively is just our efforts. And the rest ? lt is for Him to decide. All the endpoints are in His Hands. All the stories of how our life will proceed are all in His Plans. Trust Him, l think that's what He wanted most from us. ln shaa Allah.

To the One watching us from above, PERMUDAHKANLAH URUSAN KAMI YA ALLAH AAMIIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN

Regards,

Rindu Sama Budak Gumux Ketat2...

Salam sume, dah lame gamaknye x update blog ni.. bkn pe xde cite best yg nk share ngn kowg sume... cuti semester 2 bulan pun xde wat ape2 lepaking kt umah je ngn family... tapi sejak 2 minggu kebelakangan ni rase makin boring plak pasal Budak Gumux (Insyirah) xde kat umah, balik umah nenek dia.. Emmm lagi ler bosan idup ni.. bkn ape kalau dia ade tu hari2 leh gaduh ngn dia.. leh gurau2..leh pukul2 dia.. badan tembam mmg best klu main tibai2 slalu hehehe.. tp bile dia xde ni rase cm KOSONG...KOSONG...KOSONG (ala2 Najwa LatiF hehe..) Bile la gamaknye budak ni nak balik sini... Rindu kamu ketat2 laa... haishh...

Sedar x sedar dah nk masuk 9 thn dah umur Budak Gumux ni.. alahai dah bsar dah.. dah nak jadi anak dara pun.. Smoge dia jadi anak yg solehah ye?? Amin.

Tadi mak aku ade call dia..kitowg mmg sngaje xnak call dia sbb kitowg tau klu call dia mesti time tu jugak dia nak balik sini.. hahaha.. tapi sbb dah xtahan rindu call la jugak tanya khabar.. time call tu dia leh ckp kat mak aku.. "Leh x irra balik?? nanti minggu depan irra balik la umah nenek lagi.. boleh x?" Oleh kerana xsmpai ati ngn dia..kitowg pun ngn nada jual mahal pun cakap "balik jelah!"... padahal dlm hati ALLAH je tau huhu..especially aku la.. :) Mak aku pun slalu ckp kalau ade Budak Gumux ni mesti banyak keje nak buat..tp kalau xde bosan pulak umah rase sunyi...Tulah aku pun rase yg sama.. yelah sblum ni paling lama dia balik umah nenek pun paling kuat seminggu je tu pun dah rase cam lame ni kan pulak 2 minggu adehhh... lagi la APTB kan??? hahaha..

Lagi 2 minggu jugak scool dah nak bermula.. brg2 keperluan Budak Gumux ni satu ape pun blum shopping lagi ni... mak aku pun risau gak pasal pe hujung minggu ni mak ade function kat umah... minggu depan lagi pun ade function gak... Last minute gakla gamaknye shopping brg2 keperluan scool budak ni... Tapi bgus jugak last2 minute sbb aku gerenti skg ni msti shopping complex sume ramai ngn parents yg ngah sibuk shopping utk anak2 diowg..at least time last minute tu harap2 xramai la umat manusia dah kan??

Masuk darjah 4 ni dah kira fasa ke-2 dah... fasa pertama done! Fasa ke-2 ni yg aku rase lebih mncabar kot.. Yelah mase ni la nak kene teach Budak Gumux ni mcm2... bkn stakat hal2 berkaitan pelajaran je... hal2 kewanitaan pun wajib gak mane la tau kan?? Budak2 skg ni dah "advance" x macam zaman kite dulu2... "Advance" tu dalam erti kata lain cepat dalam segi perubahan suasana sekeliling.. kalau dulu umur standard utk "Period" (Datang Bulan) mgkin dlm lingkungan 12 thn ke atas tapi skg ni umur 9 thn pun dah ade yg dah "Period"... Betapa pantasnye dan advancenye budak2 skg... tapi aku rase mgkin faktor pemakanan kot kan? Byk sgt bahan kimia yg para pengusaha ni letak dalam makanan harian kita.. sbb tulah macam2 jugak penyakit yg dihidapi budak2 remaja zaman skg ni... klu dulu sakit jantung, darah tinggi, kencing manis sume kite dengar penyakit orang2 dewasa...skg ni budak2 kecik pun dah dapat penyakit yg sama..Nauzubillah.. ni sume berpunca dari makanan jugakla tu... tapi nak wat camne kan? Dah itu je sumber kita utk terus hidup kalau xmakan nanti mati lak kang... Makan utk teruskan Hidup.. redha jelah... eh salah pasrah jelah... Redha tu ikhlas..masalahnye ikhlas ke? xkot kan? pasrah tu berserah...so berserah jelah....emmm... dah macam filem Ombak Rindunye dialog la... hahaha...

Haaa...sblum aku melalut ke tempat lain baik aku berenti setakat ni je... tujuan asal post ni utk luahkan rase rindu kat Budak Gumux je tapi dah sampai ke lain plak kan??? hahaha... Pada sesape yg sudi baca post kat blog aku ni... thousand thanks kat kowg sume...Lenkali baca la lagi k? Sekadar utk perkongsian bersama je nothing more... Thanks again and take care...

For You To See...

Time for an update! It's nearly six months... 

A lot has been going through my head, and lately I've been an introvert (or perhaps through out my entire life). I guess I just need someone to talk to hahahahaha. Just a regular chit chat, socialization. And perhaps I might spill some beans if I feel like it's the right time. But the way I see it as being a totally positive thing would be the moment I land myself on a job.

Yeah... It's been like what... nearly 9 months of unemployment now, (makin gumux mak nyah tanam anggur je kat umah...hahahahaha) with no fixed income and the burden of having to submit 10 job applications every 2 weeks just for some survival money, but every application always ends with a "No Reply". Rarely will I get a reply, but it's usually a rejection letter... So in statistic terms, When I submit an application, 99% would be a no reply and 1% is a reply. And in that 1%, 99.99% is a rejection letter and the remainder would be expressing their gratitude for my application  but they're not hiring anyone at the moment. 

Oh well... life goes on... just like that. Really hoping to land into something before my 1 year mark. That would be totally embarrasing for not being able to get a job within a year....  Ahhh if only learning these things is like gaining weight. (bukan setakat malu je, tapi bosan pun ade asyik terperap je kat umah ni... haishh!!!) Hopefully, someone will call me for job interview soon. (Tak tahan dak mak nyah asyik melepok je kat umah ni, blik2 mngadap assignments yg lecturers bagi utk disiapkan, rasa nak muntah pun ade tapi demi untuk carrymarks yg maybe boleh membanggakan diri sendiri n mak abah aku harungi jua... adehhh..) 

Anyways, I guess that's all for today's update. Will see you soon guys.. Cheers!!! 

Is Counting Day For My Final Exam

Wow, it has been a year since my last wrote? That's crazy, and what a bust and chaotic thirteen months that it has been!

Let's do a brief update. Well, right now I’m counting forward for not less than 30 days to go to my final exam. I’ve completely done nothing within these week, three assignments left made me wanna burn myself alive, I can’t even organize my own lunch, dinner, even my breakfast time.(before fasting month ok? but my weight still not reduce even one kg.. LOL) Every time I have an hour to read or just doing the simple calculation it will end up on browsing every website that I never wanted to go before, checking inbox in my email even I know that I already setup the mail alert for each new mail coming, now I have almost four hundred unread mails in my inbox, also I have yet to open my own twitter profile that I always change while log on to that social networking site.

I need to study for my final exam, oppsss sorry, I “must” study. Ok, I need to change my method then. If I can’t study because of this technology-human-made called Internet, so I just study on it 

Obviously, you can stop reading this post if you want to, but if you keep insisted, please keep silent and lower your voice when read it [Don't disturb, I'm Studying] huhu... Anyway please wish me luck on my coming exam guys, I really need your pray for me. I'm really struggling hard for my coming final exam. I'm having a super hard time with the thought of coming to terms with the exam. It's still weird to even think about it! *SIGH* it has been tough! really tough..

My Special Night on 26th May 2010

With my BFFs.  Bittersweet memories that is all Im taking with me.

I wanna say milions thanks to you guys especially to Mr Abni. Im so proud to be your friend! I always pray that you all are blessed!

They brought me to the wonderful restaurant, Le Chateau de Puah Restaurant to celebrate my victory! I still remember my wish on NEW YEAR EVE..new resolution is mine, of coz I wanna work harder to achieve my dreams in years to come. I have learnt so much in 2009..good and bad. From there, I get to see what I am and how am I suppose to fix it. I want to be a graduated from college and become a kind hearted (always smiling never cursing) driver each passing days. Yeah..that were my new year 2010 wishes and NOW!! Thank God! My exam's result is released!! I have passed  with distinction. Unbelievable!!!

For my dearie bestfriend ever, Key..I wish to you, joy and happiness!   ''=.=''

I hope life treats you kind and I hope you have all you've dreamed of !

Thank you so much guys!!!!!!

Hush Hush ~ I Will Survive

Happy Mother's Day Mum......

Mum.....
your encouragements, supports and love have helped me grow to what I am now!
Thanks Mum for brighted up my life.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUM....
You are not only my mother but you're my bestfriend too.. Our lives have changed ever since we first became friends on the first day I was born! I'm so glad to be your friend and daughter....so glad our friendship has grown along with us..     
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO A WONDERFUL FRIEND AND MOTHER IN MY LIFE....WISHING YOU A DAY AS WONDERFUL AS YOU ARE... LOVE YOU MUM.....

 

Ehem.. Ehem.. with Him.. LOL

I think that you should know, All the love we made can never be erased...And I promise you that you will never be replaced. You always ask, did I love you? 

I LOVE YOU? Yes I do

Falling in love with YOU was never my intention!!! But it became my ADDICTION. ''=.+''

From the day I met you I knew we'd be together, Now I know I wanna be with you forever.. I'll be with you as long as you want me to, Until the end of time!!! I PROMISE..

IF I WERE A BOY

 
If I were a boy

Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it.
'Cause they'd stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
So they think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand (Yeah you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed

But you’re just a boy 

HELLO I AM BACK

I AM BACK

Hello everybody, I have not been updating this blog for 3-4 weeks or maybe more. I have no idea why though, probably I was very busy I have attended my exam last Monday or maybe I was too lazy, or whatever, but yes, now I am back :) for the past several weeks were annoying, mind-opening, heart-aching, a mixture of everything. I am currently stucked in the valley of bonkerdom so my level of sarcasm can be totally ignored. I have met people who just refused to mind their own business and cared too much of other's business and probing into others affairs seemed to be an option to their never-ending curiousity. Private matters are similar to private belongings; they are not shared, whats mine is not for you to intrude and whats yours are definitely not in the league of interest of mine. I find it amazing how people tend to ask too much questions, its cute when 5-6 year old kids asked you the why, the where and the how but when you are in your middle twenties, well baby, you are not a member of the valley of cuteness. I have met people who turned to you when they are in need of your presence, support or simply just anything and the next minute turned their backs on you, pretending that they were never dependent on you. It made me sick to my bones and every corner of my hearts, lungs and kidneys seriously and I wish you farewell on your way of forgetting my deeds, sympathy, time and energy. If you ever come back, I'll make sure I remind you of those scars marked by you. Sometimes might me down but sometimes I am gonna smile because I deserve to and I have to, it will all get better soon. And I also met people who talked to you endlessly of whatever sins that are bothering them, the guilt, the pleasure, the addiction and the madness of life, these people shared their darkest, dirtiest, most sacred secrets with you and then pushed you off for no reasons. I am wishing you the very best of luck in dealing with your guilty pleasure and quit burdening my emotion. Somemore, I have met people who are confused of their sexuality and YES, I have no problem with that!!!!.
No matter how it was, I was still the same. Who am I? I am Azura A Samad. Even though I am quite sensitive, it doesnt mean that you can do anything to me okay? Dont you ever mess with me, watch out! LOL “=.+”

p/s : Anyway thank you for your good attention, It is greatly appreciated.Wish you have a blessed and good day :)
THANKS FOR READING

My Bestfriends Ever!!!!! ''=.=''

Hanged out with my dearest childhood friends to chill my day as usual laa..;)

wants to take a moment to say many thanks to them bcoz they may sometimes spend a lots of time for me....hahaha..anyway tQ so much guys... ''=.+''

Key n Abni..they were my bestfriends since high school time....it has been 10 years already since we were schoolmates...dont be surprise i gotta say that my bestfriends were boys not girls...n i dont care about wat people is going to say ..:p

''Lepaking '' at CHOP n STEAK Restaurant in Selayang Area on 10th March 2010 at 8.30pm...

Key, see how gluttonous u r,.. hahaha..
Abni be patient ur foods will be come soon...:) 

Shhhh... do not misunderstand..im not a PLAYGIRL ok?!!!

Happy Birthday To U ABANG.... ''+.=''

d man who hates to celebrate his own birthday... LOL

 btw....happy birthday to u Abang... 

celebrate @ McDonalds only, without cake bcoz he hates cake...mmmmm

u r getting old laa Abang.... haha.. :p

A new beginning awaits u today... May it dawn on u with light of good health, wealth, love, happiness, peace n miracles... Anywy hope all ur dreams come true...

He Breaks His Promises Again!!!

Hey my good friend… u hurt me again!!!!
u promised to me that u would be there…. But u never kept ur promise!!
I wonder……
Why did u make a promise u couldn't keep?
Why did u make a promise u wouldn't live up to?
Why did u make a promise that was so cheap?
why did u make a promise to this broken hearted fool?
u promised u would be there…but u have not kept ur promise!!
I hate guy breaks his promises!!!
EMPTY PROMISES!!!!
PLS DO NOT MAKE A PROMISE IF U COULDN'T KEEP!!
Im really upset!!!! Should I forgive u?
Should I keeping these scars n forgive u?
Should I give u 1 more chance?
Or maybe it's not like that now!!! Maybe this time I have to let u go…
Bcoz…nothing I could ever do to make u change!!!!
Now I knw that u r so SELFISH!!!!!!!
Or maybe im so cruel bcoz never give u a chance to explain d real situation?
Huhh….. I really dunno… mixed feeling…
Give me a time to think wisely…. I hope u can understand bcoz u jst hurting me…

Regards ur goodfriend,

My Heart Is Broken

Dear Friend,

I could still hear d voice inside my head…n all d time U were telling me lies… i knw that!!!

So tonite im gonna find a way to make it without U.. n Im gonna hold on to d times that we had… I knw my broken heart had taken over my nite…. I mean wat was im doing? Lying on d floor n crying? Noo way man!!! I felt like I was having an out of body experience…I was gasping for breath thinking it was possible heart broken, but deep inside I knew d truth… this broken heart had taken over my emotions…I wont trust U again…never n ever… I SWEAR… even though U r not my lover but U was my good friend…but y U never try to understand? U make me feel our relationship made up for nothing… dont U knw? U had lied me…n I feel so down… soo down… good bye my dear friend.. hopefully U will get whatever U wish to get… I will never forget our wonderful moments.. NEVER…forever n ever…bcoz U r d only one I let inside… THANK U FOR EVERYTHING..

Regards,

My 6th Anniversary... Thanks to you Abang

Click on the link below:-

http://www.123greetings.com/send/view/02113810021655037466

Thanks for d lovely ring.... ''=.+''

n d sweet chocolate as well... TQ so much!!!

In Progress

Please be informed that my blog is currently under renovation…and I would appreciate if u could give ur support or suggestion by at least write something on the comment box to show that u still active n concern about me..so that i can update my bloglist after all the blog renovation is done…!!



p/s: TQ so much for ur kind attention n will be back soon with more story of my life... ''=.+''

China Trips..'TANJOOBERRYMUTTS' ..haha

By d time u read through this U WILL UNDERSTAND "TANJOOBERRYMUTTS"...n be ready for China trips...
In order to continue getting-by in China , we need to learn English d way it is spoken.......................
Practice by reading d following conversation until u r able to understand d term "TANJOOBERRYMUTTS".
With a little patience, u'll be able to fit right in.
Now, here goes...

D following is a telephonic exchange between maybe u as a hotel guest n room-service today......

Room Service : "Morrin. Roon sirbees."
Guest : "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service."
Room Service: " Rye . Roon sirbees...morrin! Joowish to oddor sunteen???"
Guest: "Uh..... Yes, I'd like to order bacon and eggs."
Room Service: "Ow ulai den?"
Guest: ".....What??"
Room Service: "Ow ulai den?!?... Pryed, boyud, pochd?"
Guest: "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry.. Scrambled, please."
Room Service: "Ow ulai dee bayken ? Creepse?"
Guest: "Crisp will be fine."
Room Service: "Hokay. An sahn toes?"
Guest: "What?"
Room Service: "An toes. ulai sahn toes?"
Guest: "I.... Don't think so.."
RoomService: "No? Udo wan sahn toes???"
Guest: "I feel really bad about this, but I don't know what 'udo wan sahn toes' means."
RoomService: "Toes! Toes!...Why Uoo don wan toes? Ow bow Anglish moppin we botter?"
Guest: "Oh, English muffin! !! I've got it! You were saying 'toast'...
Fine...Yes, an English muffin will be fine."
RoomService: "We botter?"
Guest: "No, just put the botter on the side."
RoomService: "Wad?!?"
Guest: "I mean butter... Just put the butter on the side."
RoomService: "Copy?"
Guest: "Excuse me?"
RoomService: "Copy...tea..meel?"
Guest: "Yes. Coffee, please... And that's everything."
RoomService: "One Minnie. Scramah egg, creepse bayken , Anglish moppin, we botter on sigh and copy ... Rye ??"
Guest: "Whatever you say."
RoomService: "Tanjooberrymutts."
Guest: "You're welcome"

Remember I said "By d time u read through this U WILL UNDERSTAND
'TANJOOBERRYMUTTS' ......n u do, don't u?? ....''=.+''

myMetro | Tarian maut

myMetro Tarian maut

Do You Like To Eat Chicken? I Wanna Share Something!!!

It happened again!

One day usual my friend and I went to the one of the famous fast food restaurant in Malaysia … to have our dinner. After ordered the burger and combo set, we found a place and sit down.

Everything was like normal, until one guy sitting next to us asked the waiter to his table. However, the waiter did not bother him so he ran to the counter and "invite" the waiter to his table. My friend and I thought that might be a prank or something.

This time, the waiter came to his table and he showed him the combo plate of chicken that he bought. The guy asked: what is this inside the chicken meat? Because it was quite a distance so we can't see real clear. The waiter look into the chicken and replied: sorry Sir, I think it must be our staff carelessly fell down the worms into the chicken while frying..

The guy shouted loudly: WHAT?!! It is not due to careless, it is grew inside the chicken itself!

When we heard the word "worm".. we was like.... Urggggg...crap...due to the guy shouted too loud, therefore the manager has come to comfort the guy and apologize that will return all his money. However, the guy continue yelling and said: how can you bring out such a thing for you customer.....

p/s : actually, this story I received from my friend via email..very terrible..and disgusting!!!

My New Year Constancy & Promise

Today is the 3rd day of 2010... i hope that all will be best in my life... i want to make myself to be different.. from many aspects, my looks, affection, fellowship and studies...

about my looks...

i will cut my fringe after i get my salary... i gonna to be 26... i prefer mature style...

buy a new spectacle too???.. ermmm my contact lens that i wearing now is not suitable for my eyes.. dear promise to buy me a new contact lens... yeah??!!!

about my affection...

abang, sorry about last night... i was vented on you... i wore a non-suitable high heels when outing with you... my leg was extremely pain.. and make my mood down... i talked rudely to you.. i know, you are angry in your heart... but you're not showing your angry face to me.. you still be patient.. we have passed our 4 years.. hope we have more and more 4 years...

I LOVE YOU, abang...

about my fellowship...

i hope i have no any argument with my buddies.. always have a good time with them...

about my studies...

haizzz!~~ this year i have to sit on exam... i'm scared!!! gonna insane too!!!